mcfarland ([info]mcfarland) wrote,
@ 2006-10-05 09:23:00
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well, not EXACTLY
Back by popular demand.
Lately I've been anxiety ridden and obsessed.
The Franklin cover up/Johnny Gosch story ate me whole and has spit me up.
My never ending list of bureaucratic things to attend to hounds me.
I feel out of touch with the world and myself, family* and friends...
and blogs. My current attention with piano playing has even dwindled.
Instead of vanishing, I escape reading big books cover to cover.
I derive some comfort from blogs and blogging, there is some hope and relief that blogs can tell me more than bogus classic news reporting.
My neighbor and friend in ABQ, Kris, MIGHT come to Rome round Christmas. Finding a decent priced ticket would be helpful.
New lessons with ESL students are going ok.
* I MUST write them.

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anxiety etc
(Anonymous)
2006-10-05 01:43 pm UTC (link)
sorry you're feeling anxiety-ridden.
i have no idea what Franklin cover-up/Johnny Gosch story IS.
Neat-o that Kris might come to Roma!

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Re: anxiety etc
(Anonymous)
2006-10-05 01:44 pm UTC (link)
oh. that was me. Sherm.

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thanks for the post
(Anonymous)
2006-10-05 07:48 pm UTC (link)
instead of replying to this post, go play a song on the piano. wilhelmena misses you as much as we do. -gb

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hello
[info]tim_and_tracy
2006-11-30 02:23 am UTC (link)
Hey. I added you to the forum that I keep called MC-Awareness. Just wanted to say hello. Both my husband and myself feel out of touch with the world.

Learning about the mind control has been both daunting and affirming in the same regard. Many of the details we did not completely suspect, though we both intuitively knew there was something wrong with our government. We have lived in the States all of our lives, and it has been difficult to become aware in such an environment.

Of course, we so dearly want to plant our own vegetable garden and see peace suddenly shine like a rainbow in the valley, however, it is all so complicated with the focus on money. We know that it is indeed an evil trick to play on humans, and we see it all too clearly. There is'nt much else to do when one reaches this point of belief.

I fantasize about being able to leave the country and be accepted by people that are honestly good natured. Compassion is the one thing that lacks in the country I was born into. There cannot be compassion if everyone is focused on competition. I have found that I cannot talk about my beliefs with anyone, because no one at all suspects something as large as mind control to be a reality.

I am grateful to see a new member joining the forum. I like sharing truth with other individuals. I believe that knowing the truth has changed my life, I am a compassionate person, and I do want to see things change in our world. I want all of the evil to end, and I feel helpless not knowing what will happen.

I intend to leave the States if it is possible. I tried once before and became homeless afterwards. I have spent a few years trying to 'pick myself back up' after that period. We moved to a remote area of the state, and live in a trailer on a farm. It is the best to live in the States I think, as the urban centers are very chaotic.

Enjoy reading the documents we have uploaded. Let me know if you would like a copy of the B Taylor book or anything else really. We print out large documents on our printer, and just read them in binders. Let me know if you would like anything to read, I have documents by all of the authors mentioned in the 'interests'. We have quickly learned that the truth is by far stranger than fiction. PEACE - Tracy

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Re: hello
[info]mcfarland
2006-11-30 10:43 am UTC (link)
Hi Tracy, thanks for writing and adding me to the group list. Unfortunately, I've been neglecting my blog recently. Mind control is an incredible and multi faceted subject, as is compassion.
For sometime now I've been doing online research regarding the Johnny Gosch story...it is WILD!
Perhaps if people were less vulnerable to fear, some of the mass tangle of corruption would ease. Developing trust in a world such as ours requires steady dedication.

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